It's a place where I can be myself and where the guard that I constantly have up can be lowered for a bit. If I see someone I'm interested in or attracted to, I can go up to them and strike up a flirtatious conversation without fear (granted, there is still some anxiety doing that, but at least it's just tied to the fear of rejection rather than the fear of a more volatile response).
I don't have to fulfill any sort of dress code other than my own personal one. Why? Because I don't have to worry about getting called names for crushing it to some Britney Spears on the dance floor. However, generally speaking, I feel more relaxed and accepted in these spaces than I ever have at any straight bar. Yes, there is a whole host of other problems that comes with entering these bars and, as a bi man, I have experienced several of them firsthand. That's why I'm not planning on stopping going to the gay bars any time soon. It's probably not an issue most of these friends have ever had to think about while out at these places, but for me, a misconstrued word or action on my part could wind up creating any number of problems. Of course, the times I go out with my friends to these straight bars, I still drink, dance, and have a good time but I never truly let my guard down. It also helped me to recognize how guarded I had been in my own life up to that point at work, with friends, even when I went out to straight bars with my straight friends. Growing up, I was barely exposed to LGBTI representation, let alone spaces, so for me it was a major turning point. It was amazing to me because up until that point in my life, I had never been to a place where LGBTI people were able to freely be themselves. Hands were held, kisses were shared, and dances were had without any worry at all. There were beautifully dressed drag queens, a smokey dance floor playing fantastic music, and, most amazingly to me, men and women having a great time in total comfort. That first night, as I nervously entered the bar, I was blown away I saw and experienced things that I had never witnessed before. After living in small to medium-sized towns downstate for my entire life, I was more than ready to venture out into the city to see what it had to offer. I can still vividly remember the first time I walked into a gay bar I was 24-years-old (a late bloomer), new to Chicago, and eager to explore the numerous bars in the LGBTI neighborhood of Boystown.